荣添 mealtime

My 荣添 has been eating from the spoon for the past few weeks. He is still learning, and he likes to put his fingers into his mouth with the brown rice. This little prince is a little impatient, coz when he gets too hungry, he wanna us to feed him faster.

荣添 will be missing his daddy.. as daddy will be sailing to pattaya on 2nd january 2009. He will be back only 17 jan. Hopefully by the time dearie is back, his precious son can start crawling! Today is my off day, i feel so restless to go out. Back is aching, as my ... ... is here. Sis and bro in law is coming over for dinner later. I bet their sweet sweet baby will be so happy to see them!

My friend told me that the movie, Australia is a great show. MUST watch. I guess its a romance show. dearie and i not very into this type of show. Will ask him see if he wanna watch ornot. But i know he will rather watch the IP man. We both prefer action show. Anyway, if he got popcorn to eat, he watch any show also nice.

New year eve is here soon, no idea where to celebrate. Don't intend to go out, coz will be damn crowded. I wanted to jio secondary school friends to May's house, if not ask them to come my place, hee.... den we can order some fast food for dinner!

New Year Resolutions 2009

1. Spend more time with family and friends. My first new year resolution. Life is short, time is precious. I will have dinner with my mum, sis, inlaws every week or even twice a week! I want to make plans to meet out with all my friends more often! I would like to catch up with my cousins, joreen and alex soon.

2. Stay healthy n fit. That will be second aim for the new year. Due to the lack of exercise, i became so much weaker, as compared to secondary school days when i was so active in all types of sports game. Even polydays, i don't get sick at all. During preganancy, i admit tat i am so sick that i always on MC. It really affect my work life. Even so, i got the top ranking, get promoted,and some of my colleagues got RED EYE. After my confinement, i feel so much healthier. Though i'm fat, but i eat proper meals, instead of cakes, biscuits etc. Coming year, i must eat more nutritious food, to get ready for my little princess! hee...

3. Excel in my career. I will perform well in my job, to work smart and to get promoted again soon. To love my job more, to be able to communicate with my colleagues more. To be more positive, to have to better attitude.

4. To achieve back our $50k. During our wedding in 2007, dearie spent away his first 50k savings. That include the wedding dinner, the house reno, the honeymoon, the wedding photos. Next year, we will be achieving that amount together. (Provided those who owe us money don't become bad debts)

5. To have a Family overseas trip together. Be it Japan, Taiwan or Hongkong, or even a Superstar Cruise! i hope we can have a family trip next year. With my little Princeton :) Its either June or dec, coz siyong can only take leave during school holidays. Even if sis or me are preggy tat time, i tink short trip shouldn't be a problem bah.

Hope the coming 2009, everybody can enjoy life more, and less stress in their work! Though it is going to be a recession year, there's nothing much we can do. So why not just smile and spend which day as though its our last day!

Weekend niteout with hubby...

Just came back from Jurong Point 24hours NTUC.. b4 tat we had dinner over my inlaws place. Today Princeton playground is here in the afternoon. We got it set up, including the puzzle floormat and 200balls for my little boy to play! He was giggling when we put him in. But later on he feels abit scared, so i hugged him nearer to me. He was certain this particular "place" was a totally new environment for him. So i guess it may took him afew days for him to get used to it.

Dearie and i were very surprised that Princeton was able to sit up on his own today! We both were very happy. Exactly 7months he stood up. Though some of my friend's baby girl can sit up as early as 5months lol. Ppl said girls are faster learner than boys :p well, tat's y we grow older faster too haiz.

After dinner, we brought Prince home first, played with him awhile, den dearie kept pestering me to go out. This man cannot cope at home, esp when he will be going for 2weeks sailing soon. So we decided to explore JP NTUC, coz its 24hrs! This NTUC so big wor.... just like carrefour. It sells almost everything! We brought another cupboard for Princeton! haha.... his clothes are increasing, and the current one is running out of space. Now my whole living room is abit untidy, gona make some changes in the arrangement of furniture.

Dearie likes to shop alot, after i bought wat i want, i will go. But he opposite, he likes to see here and see there. He likes to window shop. Like a children, he loves ice cream. Tmr is sunday, hope i can wake up early to accompany my love ones. Good nite ....

Non- stop working!

For the past 2 weeks, i'm alone upstairs opening accounts for customers. As my officer is on leave, i got to clear the queue all by myself. Xmas eve is a very vey crowded day. Today is even worse! I can't even stop and go to the toliet. Told myself that, i can do it. Keep myself sharp, and try my best to serve as fast as possible. But there were customers simply cannot " zi dong". The Q behind them so long already, still wanna jammed me with so many irrelvant questions. But of course gota answer them tactfully. Working in this line makes me feel i'm wearing a mask. haiz.. Well, i understand customer service is like this.

So after work today, i chop chop finish my area of work and dashed home. Can't be bothered by other things. Took a cab home to see my little precious! He was sleeping when i reached home. Tmr his playground will be here. Dearie and i went kiddy palace to buy it yesterday. It cost me $350! I bought two instead of one, coz i found that one is too small. We bought 200 balls too! I believe Princeton will like it. My living room is quite big, so i guess there will be enough space for it.

At home, we very very seldom on the tv. I believed that children cannot watch to much tv program, other than those which teaches them to read and to sing songs. As tv programs will expose children to negative things like violent actions, negative words etc. Even some cartoon shows are very violent too. We should never think that we are over protecting our children. As they are still so little, they need us to guide them to the correct path. Babies are not animals, they can't survive on their own. When they turned toddler, we have to let them know very clearly what is right and wat is wrong.

Some of the youngsters nowadays, 19yrs old already, one shit part time job also never work b4! Even come to bank also need parents to accompany! PIN Number also cannot decide on their own. This kind of children is toooooooo pampered. The day when they start working, i think their parents must bring lunch boxes to their office everyday! Parents are at fault too. You never give ur child a chance to be independent.

In summary, when it's time to protect, protect by all means. When its time to let go, we must learn to let go. (sounds bullshit, but alot of ppl can't do it)

Sister, Siyong, thks for all the gifts!

Yesterday we had xmas celebration at the church in expo. Though its a rainy evening, but the hall was fully packed with ppl! There were estimated 9000 ppl i guess.... but it wasn't stuffy at all, it was so cooling.

The event was very interested, very entertaining as well. haha.... we brought princeton along too. This time he was well behaved, can even sleep in his pram. but of course when the crowd clapped so loudly, he kick and kick his legs. After the service, we went geylang for supper! Then we head to sis's house and countdown. wow.... sis bought so so so many clothes for Princeton! This is one of the M&M clothes which they bought! Sis also help me to buy three coach bags... thought i prefer her bag more, hee... but anyway we can always share ya.

I appreciated sis and siyong alot... they bought us xmas gifts too! A sweater and a polo T for me and zhenyu. I pray that next year i can have a nephew/niece too... Hope that sis can put on some weight, be healthier, and get ready for a baby!

A packed weekend

Gosh! this weekend is so packed for me! Last fri after work, rush back home and had a quick bath, den went to my secondary school friend, yeeling's wedding. She held at bukit batok CSC.... i brought Princeton n my helper along too. Coz dearie going for his ship dinner. Princeton's mood was not that happi tat nite.. mainly bcoz he din not have enough sleep, and it was too noisy there too.

On sat, after work, went over my in law's place for dinner. We go back once every week. Well, if we don't go back, they won't come over themselves one lor. Anyway i count myself lucky, i got my own space. Perhaps i'm abit self centred, i cannot adjust myself to suit others. haha...

Yesterday was Jaden full month celebration.. We intend to reach at 12pm, though the event only start at 1pm. But May was my best friend, so confirm must reach early! hee... But Princeton was taking his nap, so we reached at 1230. We were still the first to reach, haha. Had a gd chat with May, and found out that she had some problems regarding who is going to take care of Jaden. hmm.. i agreed with her that, if MIL cannot concentrate to take care of my son, den i rather spend $ look for a nanny. She was suggesting if my mum can help out. But i asked mum, she said she always go out, dance, sing song, shopping, so difficult to stay at hm to look after Jaden. By den Princeton will be almost 10months, and my helper is very experience in looking after Princeton already. So mum can relax go out and do her own thing. If my mum really agreed to look after Jaden, tat would be wonderful sia.... i always believe, babies must have companion, den they will learn to share and learn things together!

Parents are like that, we love our children so much that we always think of them first. But never forget to love our parents too. Our children have eyes to see, they see and observe the way u treat ur parents, and they will learn. If u only love ur children, and neglect ur parents, they will learn from it. So next time when they grow up, they will also love their own children ONLY. So let us always look far ahead! LOVE your parents, LOVE GOD.

Princeton coming 7months in his new walker!

Princeton Tay is turning out 7months soon.. We went kiddy palace and bought a walker for him. We let little prince sit on many walkers, and see which one he like most. haha... every walker he likes it, and he really enjoys it. So we choose one that is musical.

Princeton boy can recognise us very well already. The way he saw unfamilar faces, and the way he see us is very different. When he saw other ppl.... he will react two ways. One is either he will be scared, he crys. Two is he will observe that person, keep looking at him/her. He won't smile nor cry, he will look very serious wor. haha. So whether he likes u ornot, u can tell it at once.

I love to bring him out for shopping, even though he sleep throughout on the pram sometimes. Coz i believe baby cannot be cope at home, they need to see more things, and hear more things. While he is at home, i have a schedule for his learning.. He will watch the education DVD, listen to bible songs/playtime songs and watch sesame street cartoon! My helper will show him the flash card too, and read to him at the same time... He is still a baby, but i am sure he is learning!

This morning, dearie and mum brought baby to the clinic for his routine injection. oh my god.... i'm so surprise that he didn't cry at all! dearie told me our Princeton is so brave :) hee... he aso comment that mayb his skin is too thick lol.

There are simply so many things that i wanna do for him. Esp the food that he eats. Currently he is only having milk and brown rice. Every morning, he will have milk with cereals. Mum will prepare the porridge with codfish and brocolli and carrot next month onwards. My sweet sweet baby had brought so much joy and laughter to my family! Can't wait to hear him call me mummi!

Busy saturday @ work

Overslept this morning... jump out of the bed at 7am! i'm suppose to wake up at 615 every morning. i guess i'm too tired. dearie is on duty, so he's not at hm to drive me to work. I took a cab then.

Abit late for my soya beancurb breakfast, so just grab a bun to eat. Today i'm at the customer service counter. Sat is a damn busi day at bank... esp the enquire counter. Coz there will be big crowds there to ask soooooo many questions. I have only one mouth and i got to handle these people. hehe... luckily i'm experience enough and got the product knowledge, lol.

Of course there will be some customers who are very demanding, so i have to use another method to shut their mouth up. Except those who wants to see the manager, den i got no choice. Next two weeks i will be upstairs, opening accounts. Oh that will be tougher, as some of the procedures are too complicated. For example, Bankers Guarantee. Some more my supervior is going on leave, if i meet with difficulty, nobody to call for help le.

This afternoon i took a nap. Guess wat, i dreamt tat i scold a customer! HAHA. wat a funni dream. I still rem wat i said, " Please don't shut at me like this! i'm the staff of DBS, i'm not your slave or your worker! So if u want good service, u FIRST be a good attitude customer!" wow..... bravo.... when i woke up, i praise myself. hee... i think when its my last day at work, then i will tell a customer off like this.

Tmr is sunday, we plan to go jurong point the whole day. Wanna explore JP, bring Princeton go see see things aso. If the time is early, perhaps will msg May again, go see jaden! My next off day is on xmas only, sob!

New look @ Jurong Point

Yesterday, dearie and i went to JP for dinner. We had subway tuna, our favourite. After tat went for window shopping. wow... JP is becoming sooo big now. There are so many restaurants at the basement. U can name all... watever town area have, JP aso have one. Even Dian Xiao Er aso have lor. The parking lot had extended too. i tin almost as big as IMM.

Dearie accompany mi walk here and there. He is a kind of man who can really shop... he dont get tired of walking, really. haha... unlike mi, i'm quite different from most of the ladies. Many of my friends got great stamina ya. If i like something, i will buy it. I can make fast decision, but of course accurate as well. I dont like to try here and there, try until i like. feel it's a waste of time. For a dress for example, when i see it, i knew whether i will like it, and i will know whether it will look nice on mi.

Well, cny is coming, so gona go grab some new dress. Dearie aso... for the Tay family, we are quite old fashion... we believe tat new yr means everytin new... tat includes towel, toothbrush, undergarments, bedsheets, shoes, bags... etc. Anything tat is torn must be thrown away.

Hopefully the coming cny my Princeton can earn back more ang bao money!

Princeton 6months 1week 4days

Back to work today, after one week leave... My chubby prince had a slight cough and flu. All bcoz of me... he got the virus from me. though i understand tat i cant get near him, but u know sometimes he's soooo cute tat i wanna kisssss him!Brought him to the clinic, the doc said its okie, just had some mild medicine, he'll be alrite in 3days. He is now 60cm and 9kg. He can't really sit up on his own, and he doesn't have any teeth yet wor. But he can talk baby languages very well!

Last few days we had a great weekend... On sunday, I met up with my polymates at The Paradiz centre. We had steamboat at the Hokkaido hotpot. haha... been there several times, and i never get tired of eating. The food is just fresh and yummy!

Met up wif my polymates, been a long time since i saw this long lost friend of mine, elisa. She's still so pretty, and most of all, she's so slim! Really hope she can get back all her courage and motivation, a new start for 2009! My art and craft friend Yahui had her second blessing boy.... she is 6months preggy now... congrats! She looks so energentic and her apptetite is very gd too.

The most coincidence thing was that all of us carried the same brand of bag... haha! COACH, the most trendy brand now.

Yesterday, we had lunch with my uncle family. Though i have many uncles, i tink 5. But uncle william is the only one who is close to our family. The rest are just rubbish. Rubbish sometimes might be useful, still can be recycled. So im trying to say they are worse than rubbish, ie useless. Watever isit, is none of my business... i felt so honoured tat uncle william is my relative, coz he is so young, oni 40, and he is already a millioniare. But of course u gona pay a certain price, as his health is not very well. I pray hard tat he can live till 100.

Dearie getting his bonus tmr! hehehe.. so happi lo. Wana pamper myself for some bags. Coz sis going USA soon, yeah. Of course we will set aside for savings too. Must rem our goal.. 4 more years to go!

Home visit @ May's house 051208

Last nite, the Tay family went over May's house for a visit. We had dinner at JP, actually intend to buy a walker for little Princeton, but Kiddy Palace was closed by den.

I msg May if we could go over her place, though its quite late. She said ok! yeah, so we got to see Princeton didi, Jaden Bong. Jaden was sleeping when we reached there... he's so cute lol. The lips 100% likes kai fang one. haha... Dearie likes to carry babies... he gets to carry jaden, lucky he din cry. I was coughing badly, so dont dare to carry jaden. May commented Princeton very fat & chubby. hee... like sumo wrestler.

Our Princeton likes May's place... he was enjoying lying on their sofa, and was laughing (actually screaming) towards the end. Very soon, our best friend Gladys's baby boy will be joining the group soon! Hope tat the 3 brothers will stay healthy, play and study together :)

Back from Genting Trip....

We're back from genting. We had fun in the casino of course... i won 500 bucks in less than an hour. but later lost 400plus. but hubby lose everytin lor. haiz... expected... told him his method of gambling cant work. Well, anyway he just like the thrill of playing.

Both of us suffered from serious diarrhoea... first day at genting, we ran in and out of the toilet at least 7times! Dun know wat we ate... the food at some places in malaysia really damn dirty. I cannot stand dirty toilets too, yucks!

We enjoyed ourselves there. Went for bowling, ktv, watch movies and good food! We watched 2movies there... bought a premium seats, OSIM massage chair.... wow... first time i get to massage, and watch a movie at the same time.

The coach tat we took was an executive coach. We purposely choose a better one, coz hopefully we can have a more comfortable trip. Miz our Princeton so so much! First tin i came back was to hug hug him.. 4days never see him, he seems to grow again! Next few days we're going to spend quality time with our boy... will bring him out for shopping too.

Tmr will be miting my ex navy friends. Sun will have a gathering wif my poly friends. Guess very soon, i will ask my sec friends to go May's house together. To pay her a visit. Will pester hubby to bring Princeton along for these gathering. hee...

The arrival of Jaden Bong

November 21st 0226, my best pal kai Fang had received her little Jaden at NUH. We went to the hospital and pay her a visit in the evening around 8pm. Coz zhenyu was back late, if not we would have reach in the afternoon.

Jaden looks more like wentong... but jaden's lip was exactly like kai fang. haha.... next time aso can talk as fast as his mum. KF did not engaged any confinement lady, so i told her she would have a tough time at night. Even though her MIL is helping her, but i dont tink MIL will help up at night time. For tat one month is the most important period for her, so i really hope she can rest well, if not den we will grow old very fast.

Today zhenyu and i brought princeton to Marina Square. Shopping centre is cooling, and this chubby enjoyed it! We meet up with sis and siyong, shop awhile, and bought some new yr clothing for princeton. haha... kind of early, but the baby clothes looks so nice, so we just bought first lor.

Next sat we will be going to genting... really hope i can enjoy. Coz i will miss my prince so badly for 4days............

Day 3 & 4 without zhenyu

Just came back from junjie and joey's wedding dinner... (191108). Luckily tmr i don't need to work. Quite tiring today, as i slept at 3am the nite b4. Coz i was watching the HK drama series.

It was a rainy day, and e traffic was real jam. I reached on time at 630pm... hee. so scared i lost my way. So b4 i exit aye, faster gave danny a call and confirm the directions. Seng was there much earlier than i expected. We attended JJ's ROm session, den hang around at the cocktail area. joey's look so slim lor. Her gown was great too.

The food is not bad, quantity aso enough. Very kind of danny, to peel the prawns for me :) Just tat i found tat the female Emcee can wear nicer gown. keke.. The ceiling of the ballroom was kind of low. I still think tat ballroom with high ceiling would have better ambience. Danny and john left early as they are preparing for their exams. When i was about to leave, i saw someone very very familar....... i can't be sure if i seen wrongly, until i heard her voice! She was diana, my polymate. We were in the same class for 3 years! She had slim down alot, even prettier now. How come nowadays all my gal friends can slim down so easily ah... ahyo..

Me and seng were the last two guests to leave the ballroom.. haha. chat alot. Without zhenyu's companion, this wedding is not as bored as i thought. Unless is a very gd friend, den i will attend the dinner alone. If not, without zhenyu, most likely i will not go lor. Very happi to see this friend of mine had settle down. Junjie and joey, i give my blessing to the both of u. Hopefully we can have more gatherings in the future!

Day 2 without zhenyu

Yesterday i brought my Princeton to JP shopping. Together with mum and my new helper Clarence. Actually my main purpose was to go for pedicure... as tmr i will be attending junjie's wedding.

I had sleepless nite again.. plenty of thoughts in mind. Wondering how's dearie sailing, wat else should i buy for my boy? Mum's bladder not feeling well.. when will i earn enough to give my family a better life? Hoping next yr can have a family overseas trip together.

Everyday i wanted to make full use of the day for my little prince. But i feel that im not as ethusiatic when zhenyu is around with me. Told myself later i will teach tian tian how to read from flash cards.

Sometimes ppl asked me, how do u choose a life partner? b4 i gave up my ex bf bcoz i choosen zhenyu, main reason of course is the comfortable feeling which i cant find in others. A couple needs to share the same goal, to have a common purpose. Personality and character is up to one to accept. If u can accept, u can love. For us upbringing is quite different.. i'm not trying to say hubby upbringing is not good, just tat its not sometin i like. Tats y even if i have a second child, i wont let my in laws to take care.

As a couple, we need to give each other support and console, we will share happiness and sorrow. We will give the best to each other, and to love wat our partners love. (of course tis is subjective) Eg, my hubby loves my mum alot, coz i love my mum alot.

People talks about marriage as if they r buying things. Talks about divorcing as if is their own business. Both situation is never only between the two of u. It definately affect ur family. So b4 u say I DO, pls tell urself, in 50yrs down the road, u will have to face this person the moment u open ur eyes.

Day 1 without zhenyu

Last fri we went to rent some dvd.. watched with hubby till 1am. Sat morning, he went back camp and do some stuff. He came back in the afternoon, and bring our boy out for shopping at Lot one. At about 5plus, we bring Princeton hm, as he was tired... A promised, i accompany dearie to sakura for dinner. He was thinking of this buffet for a long time.

We had all the ex food of course. My favourite salmon, and unagi! Oysters, scallop!

We did not eat 100% full, coz we learn our lesson the last time! haha... At 8pm, we went hm already. Sun, tat was yesterday, we brought Princeton to the church! This is the first time ya... Me and dearie accompany baby at the nursery, while sis,mum and siyong were at the hall.

The music was kind of loud, but the babies there can sleep wor. haah.. I'm glad we brought Princeton there, coz felt tat we had received God blessing. After service, we went to bugis! The women went for foot massage, while the men bring the baby go for a stroll. After dinner we head hm le.. as usual, Princeton slept soundly till the next day.

I drove dear to the camp last nite at 10pm.. while reaching camp, we saw a body lying in the middle of the road! we were so shocked, stopped the car, and went down to take a look. A car behind us aso stopped. An indian lady fainted. We later saw another indian guy riding a bicycle towards us. He said tat was his wife, but did not say y was she lying there.

Dearie and the other car owner, together with tat indian guy, carry tat lady to one side of the road. We asked if there's a need to call 995, he said it's ok. We drove off den.

Today is my off day.. but zhenyu not around. he'll be back on fri. Next yr, he'll post out of ship to the workshop. I'm so glad, so tat he can have more time with the family.

My off day finally!

Been yearning for this day... finally tmr is my rest day! But gona go back to the bank and open the door, as i am on duty. Actually can asked ppl to help me, but on a second thought dont feel like it. Better do it myself, as i dont like to owe others a favour.

Today is the first day DBS annoucing the retrenchment. Sad to say... my manager received the bad news. Well, her salary i guess is no less than 8k.. n she is 57 this yr, n had worked for the bank for 30yrs. With the retrenchment benefit she can get around 300k. So if i were her, i really hope for retrenchment, haha.

This coming weekend will be the precious days with zhenyu. As he will be sailing next whole week. I'll be on leave till thurs, so will also make use of the fullest to accompany Princeton. He is coming to six months soon, time flies! Princeton is eating brown rice with milk now, still in liquid form, but a little thicker. I gave him some cereal with milk aso, and he like it. I bought some premium honey from Hock Hua Tonic at JP. Plus the America Ginseng too... A little bit each day for my Prince. Cost me 200 bucks ah...

Wanna get him a walker soon, so tat he can train on his legs. My MIL said she wanted to buy for him. So i told dearie to go hint her, hehe.

Junjie's wedding is next wed.. and im going alone. haiz.. unless is a close friend, if not i wont attend wedding alone lor. Bought a new dress for tat day, ha... everytime when there's a function i will wear new dress. So u won't see me in the same dress during wedding dinner.

ok time to sleep, hope for a gdnite sweet dreamz.

Booking of Genting Trip

Been a long time since we last visit Genting. As dear enjoy the thrill at casino, so we decided to go there again. Actually the initial intention was to visit Macau, but my leave is only 4days. Mayb next yr bah... Book the executive coach, hopefully its really more comfortable. going on the 29th, coming back on the 3rd.

My best pal May will deliver on the 5th, if the baby is out early, den i will visit her at her place. Haiz, DBS is going to cut cost by retrenching 900 ppl... dont know y DBS so kaypoh, everytin aso like to publish on the news. My friends in OCBC, UOB and even Citibank told mi their banks are going to retrench ppl too. Den how come its not in the news?! Well, for mi, if im really so lucky to get tat letter, den no choice, i gona retrench my helper and i stay at hm lol. haha... jus kidding.

Im glad Mike's operation is successful.. i really want to pay him a visit. Will go over next fri.. coz i'll be on leave for a week :)

Tmr dear is on duty again. We'll be going over sis's place in the afternoon.. My little Prince likes to go out! He can recognise me already.. Yesterday when we went over my in law's place, when i pass him over to my FIL, Princeton cried immediately... den i quickly took over, he stopped. haha! He needs time to adapt, after warming up, he gets used to it...

Always feel proud of my son. In my eyes, he shines out like a precious stone. God pls bless my Princeton and my family wif good health and happiness.

So exhausted...

Its only tue today.. i'm really tired. There are too many ppl so free, and likes to come to the bank. The updating machine breakdown, and i became the machine for the day. Cant they just update their books another time? if u want to update ur book today, den q up la. Complain so much, nobody ask u to come in rite. Machine breakdown aso because of u ppl, stupid wat, push the passbook in to the machine in the wrong way, den in the end jammed up the whole thing... i always update my passbook at the machine and i dont see any problem. Coz some ppl just dont have common sense, push and push the passbook in, serve them rite when the book is stuck inside.

Last nite dreamt of so many things... let mi once again realise how important to love my family, and my friends. I missed ah boy alot (my brother who passed away 8yrs ago)... everytime when i tin of him, my heart shattered. Recently, sis health aso no gd, diarrhoea for afew days already still have not recovered. My ex navy colleague, Mike, tmr he will be having operation, to remove the tumour next to his heart. I really hope everything will go smooth. He is a good person, kind hearted, good temper, good looking too! God, i sincerely pray that u will give ur blessing to Mike, and let him go through this operation sucessfully.

Tats why i always nag at Mr Tay (hubby). He likes to drink coke, coffee, tea... He likes to eat curry, fast food etc. Super likes to eat chilli padi... yes i know tat is a kind of vege too, its healthy, but not with the seeds together! Told him so many times, the seeds will stay inside the small intestine, it cannot be digest. Sooner or later ur intestine will have serious blockage, den the consequences u bear.

Then somemore he always eat so salty. Some times he just dont know his wife care for him alot. (i doubt he'll read my blog) Everyday, he'll drink vitamin C, at least sometin gd. I dont like him to sleep late, so every nite, if i sleep, i make sure he'll sleep too. Unless its a sat nite, hubby will sleep late, he either will play computer chess or watch tv, coz its the oni day he can stay up.

Today he went for 2days sailing, i bet his dinner will be big mac again.. haiz. kind of miss him.. been thinking of our trip end of the month. Though we are giving up the idea of macau, and to genting instead, but i think it will be an enjoyable trip too.

Sec Friends dinner gathering... 021108

May, gladys and jeremy came over my place yesterday afternoon... to visit Princeton. B4 tat, at about 1230pm, i went over maid agency to receive my helper. Her name is Clarence, abit difficult to pronouce for my mum.

She is not as pretty as my ex helper, and she is a slower learner too. But is ok, as long as she is willing to learn, i'm patient enough to teach. I planned a time table for her too, tat includes rules and regulation.

I'm very happi for gladys, congrats! :) :) :) May due next month, and very soon, gladys will join us in the motherhood group! haha... come over my place more often, carry princeton more often, den soon ur dream will come true, keke....

We brought princeton out for dinner together, at swensens IMM. Princeton so

happi lor. Though he was kindof tired towards the end of the day. Hope my Princeton can have a baby sister soon :)

Home alone wif Princeton

Its sunday, and dearie had duty again. Mum had a tiring week taking care of my boy, so sunday i will ask her to go out and relax. So now i'm home alone wif my precious son. Just finished mopping the floor, den accompany princeton watch the education dvd. After tat he wanna sleep le, so i put him in the sarong. 45mins later he woke up... he did not cry, but he make some noise, trying to call me :) of course i went to him immediately...

He had his milk, den i bring him to my room and had some playtime wif him. I feel very proud to have this son... he is so so cute :P

Princeton likes to talk to himself lol... talk alot of baby languages.. He is aso able to do this now steadily!

Yesterday we went back my inlaws place for dinner. To be frank, i will not forget wat had happened. But hubby said my FIL was sick, missed princeton alot.. and we din bring baby back for the whole month already. So we went back last evening lor. Told dearie tat he have to watch our boy and ensure 100% safety. I will not allow him to sleep on the sarong anymore. Just let him lie on the mattress on the floor, den they can play wif him, tats all.

About 9pm, princeton getting tired, so we went hm.. they told us to come back on monday again for dinner. Depends on my mood den.. Both my FIL and zhenyu's bro are coughing badly, i am really reluntant to bring baby over tmr. They should understand simple logic, if they are not feeling well, they shouldn't get near to my boy. Baby immune system is very minimum only.

I rather bring princeton out shopping tmr with dearie, hee..

Mum's birthday celebration 191008

Yesterday, we celebrate in advance for mummy's birthday. Her actual day is 21st oct. We went to the Paradiz centre, JuJu steamboat restaurant. Wow... it had been a long time since i been there. The food was as fresh, and the service is great. We had a very full lunch, i din even had my dinner last nite.

I dont know wat to buy for mummy, so gave her ang bao $300.. wanna give her more, but i was abit tight these few days. We intend to go to the singapore flyers but it was raining. So we went Marina Square shopping. Siyong bought a play toy tat was attached to the baby cot for princeton.

And sis bought baby a story book and one whole set of bible song. Princeton is very happi ya :)

Thanks ah yi and ah tio... We are all very tired after shopping, so we went sis house to rest, while hubby went to his colleague's wedding dinner. I din go, coz dont wanna spend another share in the ang bao. Some more tat was a "cannot make it hotel" haha... Princeton was laughing so loudly at sis house. After tat i guess he was too tired, wanna sleep, so he cried badly...

When we reached home, prince fell asleep soundly, all the way till the next morning 7am. Today is my off day, so gona stay at hm to take care of this chubby... mummy going out wif her friends. Hope my day at hm can be smooth, hee..

Waste time and effort

Sunday, was my helper last day with us. Why is it so? Jus bcoz we took her for a haircut on sat, and she cried like as if i shave off all her hair. So sat evening, she told mi once again she dont want to work with us anymore. This is the 3rd time she said it.

The 1st time she said no handphone she cant work. Second time she said not enough sleep, so we gave her afternoon nap. Now only ask her to keep short hair she aso cannot. I already give in to her so many times, coz overall, she care for my boy, and she can do quality work. But her attitude really sucks. When she is unhappy she can give us black face for the whole day. Hey, u think u come her for holiday is it. Wanna keep long hair, bath one hr like mi, den put lotion here and there. U r employer or im the employer? Our family treat her really not bad. We give her good food, make sure she have enough sleep. Wat more she wan? Tis kind of ppl really take mi for granted.

I thought if i treat ppl good, ppl will appreciated, but no. So for my next helper, i will really be strict. No handphones, bath 15mins, wake up at 7am everyday. If cannot up to my standard by first week, off u go. I will not tolerate anymore.

After we sent her back to the agency, she regretted, she even cry and wan to come back to us. Actually i am abit soft hearted, still considering to take her back. But my mum dont want her anymore. Mummi said, even if she work for free, she aso dont want. So no choice, dearie and i choose another one today. We gona wait for one month for our new helper to come. So for tis whole month, my mum will have to take care of my chubby boy... Its not an easy job.. esp when she is old and stil need to wash the baby's clothe..

My new helper will be single, no children, not so pretty, and willing to keep shorthair. I caller her just nw, and done a short interview.. Told her my requirement, she all ok. Hope she really ok with it. Pray tat tis new helper can give mi lesser problem.

Long weekend..

I had my off day today & tmr. So today dearie and i brought Princeton to bugis.. we had dinner at Siam Kitchen with mum and sis aso. I'm so full after i had a plate of olive rice plus tomyum soup. Then we went BHG and shop awhile..

perhaps its too cold, princeton puke some milk when we are about to leave. I tin he is too tired, while we are driving sis hm, baby cry and cry. I went up with sis to collect a disc, and guess wat? We could hear princeton cry from the 12th storey. Oh my GOd...

My mum was trying to pacify this boy, so she carried him out of the car. But he kept screaming... so we make him some milk, though its not feeding time yet. But no choice. After drinking, baby fell asleep..

Tmr is my sat off... its nice to off on sat, coz usually sat will be a real crowded day at the bank. Dearie and i planning for a holiday during the first week of dec. We planning to go Macau. To the casino, and of course shopping aso. We have not book any tickets yet. Coz i checked out the website, the air ticket seems to be so ex. Last time was like so cheap, for jetstar and tiger airways.

Singapore going into recession now.. so its going to be a tough time for all of us. Haiz.. so i guess ppl who owe us money aso wont be able to return in the near future.

Everyday i just pray tat my family will be happi and harmony. My precious boy will stay healthy and keep growing :)

Nice weekend :)

Yesterday we went to Pioneer Mall My Family Clinic. My little Prince is ready for his second 6-in-1 dose. We took the most comprehension package tat includes not only Hep B, but aso Rotavirus (those fever always occurs in children), Pneumococcal disease (that is harmful to the infant's brain), chicken pox, MMR (prevent mumps, measles etc), and Hep A. The total cost is $1300, but we paid in instalment so not so bad...

Princeton is a strong boy, right after the injection, he did scream and cry, but less than one min, he was ok le.. he fell asleep after drinking the milk. We had our dinner at Pionner Mall foodcourt, den we proceed to JP for our shopping trip. We went to Kiddy Palace as usual. hehe.. we are looking for sometin tat can assist him to sit. Our boy is 4months and 1wk now, so he is ready to sit up, and learn to eat some semi solid food. Finally we had a choosen a very nice high/low chair. ($159)

I wanted to choose orange, but zhenyu said orange is easier to get dirty. When my boy is 6,7months old, i'll buy a walker for him. Actually intend it yesterday, but i guess im too kiasu, coz his leg cant even reach the ground yet, haha. We den went to Yu Ren Sheng, to buy Brown Rice. Mayb when prince is 5months old, den we let him eat. Mum said its too early now. We will start from normal porridge first, den brown rice. Dearie bought vcd, (money not enough 2). We went hm and watch.. quite a touching show, rather than comical. I told myself, i must love my mummy alot alot. She is the most impt person in my life. I hope i can give her a better life.

Later will be meeting sister for dinner. I bet we are going for another feast again.

Last evening, my ex navy friends came over my place and visit my little Princeton. My boy was so happi to see visitors! Keng boon commented tat Prince was a faster learner compared to others. Coz he is oni 4months old, and his neck is very steady now. Hehe.... N my boy is very vocal, he could speak alot of baby language, and can smile very responsively.

Sister loves him so much ya. She aso commented tat darling baby is so fat fat now. Beginning to look like me, face so round, lol. My boy now is learning how to sit. I believe he can sit up in no time :)



But my Princeton does not have much hair. I have not bring him to shave off all his hair. Dont dare wor... mayb wait till next month bah. Coz i'm afraid his skull is still too soft. This chubby is putting on weight everyday. Alot of his clothes cant be wore anymore. He got everything new, we din let him wear any old clothes. Though old ppl says tat we should let baby wear some old clothes, so tat he can grow up faster. Haha... yes i agreed in some extend. But one old clothes is enough. Some of my friends, let their children wear all old clothes from other ppl... alamak.. pls lor, though u can really save alot, but dont need to be so thrifty. All old clothes?? dont u think its abit unhygiene? Esp the mittons... coz the baby will always put their fingers into their mouth. So i believe u would rather spend more for the hygiene of ur child.

Today is a slack day for mi... not many ppl opening accounts. But really a big crowd in the banking hall. So many ppl deposit and withdrawing money. Haiz... regarding my future job, my friend told mi tat she have one friend once from that french bank. She quit tat job, and now tat position is vacant. She advise me not to go there... sign.... there goes my opportunity.

Guess i got to stay on to this job for the time being.

Heart attack

It was a heart attack for me and my family yesterday. The sarong in my inlaw's place suddenly break off!! My precious Princeton landed on the floor! He screamed immediately. I was having dinner wif my FIL in the kitchen, den suddenly my MIL came over and told me the sarong hook break. I thought she was joking, coz she was laughing away!! WTF! How could the hook just break!! I rushed to the rm in one sec! My maid was carrying Princeton, and my poor boy was crying non stop.There was a BIG BIG bump behind his head, it was red and very swollen.

I was lost, and i cried too. I faster called zhenyu & sis and told them wat happen, and asked hubby to dash over immediately! He was actually having OT last evening. While waiting for him to come over, i was feeling very nervous, coz Princeton was still screaming in pain. I asked my in laws for the zambuk cream, but they dont have it!!!!!!! The whole house dont even have zambuk for my baby????! I was very angry, and ask them who can we borrow from??? Any neighbours have it ornot?? Then we went downstairs to borrow. I ran down and took from the neighbour. Applied the cream and massage gently behind baby's head. He scream even loudly... I cant let him cry for so long, so i made some milk and let him drink.

My FIL kept saying its ok one, jus a fall ONLY. My MIL still laughing away, thinking its very funny. F**K man, i am really angry, and she can still laugh. Told me go to the clinic can already. I think she must be mad, mentally mad. Of course i have to bring Princeton to the hospital now! wat clinic??! Clinic have the scanning xray to do is it??! I dont feel like talking to them, jus waiting for zhenyu to come. Tat moment in time, one min passes like an hour. Zhenyu finally arrived, and we dashed to KK.

The emergency was full of ppl.. everyone was like carrying their children, either fever or injured. The faces of the parents was as anxious as me. Luckily, Princeton stopped crying, and he can smile to us when we sing him songs. Waited for about 3 hrs, the x ray was done, and doc told us there was no visible fracture from the xray. Told us to observe baby for 3days, see if there are any bleeding from the ears or nose. I called my manager and my officer, request to take urgent leave the next day. I will not bring him over to my inlaws place again. I'm not being unreasonable, and i aso understand tat it wasn't their fault, and no one wished this to happen. But how are they going to assure me again? How am i going to rest assure tat my boy will be in good hands over there???

They din even come along to the hospital together, and the feeling tat they gave me was tat, it was a small matter. My sis and bro in law came over right after their work. This is wat i call family.

I thank GOD Princeton was ok, and pray tat he will recover fast. I feel so lousy, cant even protect my son. As parents, we must protect our child from all the bad things. There are no such things as OVER protected. My Princeton is barely 4months old, wat do u mean by over protected??? In future, anything i say will be final, and when i say no, it only means NO.

HURT VERY HURT

Today is sunday, as usual i slept til one pm... Zhenyu having duty today, when i woke up, very hungry so i asked amie to cook me some pasta. Princeton is playing happily by himself in the baby cot. I kissed his cheeks and he giggled.. when i walked away to my room, he began to make noise, i can sense tat he was saying, mummi please dun go away, play wif mi pls. I went back to him again and smile at him. When he saw mi, he smiled. Princeton is going to be 4months next wk, im so happi! Kept thinking the day when he can walk... I went back to have a nap again at 3pm.. cant sleep well, having nightmares. woke up at 6 and had a bath. After tat, went to buy dinner for amie. Den i went jurong point for pedicure. On the way back while waiting for bus, zhenyu called mi. We chat about the plan tmr. Coz tmr we're going to bring maid and princeton over to my inlaw's place. As both of us will be working tmr, nobody is at hm to oversee the maid. So my FIL took leave to look after them. I told zhenyu tat, pls remind father dont bring princeton out, let him stay at hm. Coz we are not around, i will be worried. Not tat i dont trust my FIL, but as a mother, of course i will be worried when my son is outside, and im not by his side.

I told zy how i feel, saying tat princeton is my son, and i gave birth to him, of course i'll be anxious and worried. Do u know wat zhenyu replied mi?? "Ni hai bu shi kai dao ge chu lai de?" (u aso cut and took the baby out) When i hear this, my eyes gets watery, and less than 3sec, tears flow down like waterfall. I tired to control, but i cant.. my heart hurts, as though a knife pierced my heart into half. i hung down the phone without saying anytin. I shut off the phone too.. Never did i think he would say tis kind of thing to mi. He msg, saying tat he was sori, and he was oni joking.

Do u think this kind of sentence u can joke about? Yes i know i am useless, i did not give birth naturally. I know i'm useless, i cant take the pain. I am guilty for tat, and esp i did not breastfeed princeton... as my wound pain is unbearable, and the contraction gets worse when i tried to breastfeed. So i really hope i can give my boy the best in other things... During my pregnancy, i suffered alot, vomit b4 n after every meal. After operation, though my confinement was well done, n i feel much healthy now, but there are cons on the other side. People wondering y i dont always carry my son? U really think i dont wish to cuddle him? My back began to ache every nite. Whenever i bend down, it hurts. When i carry princeton, my back hurts even more, esp he is putting on weight now. At nite, i cant sleep well, coz i am suffering from backache already. The worst thing is, my hair drop alot alot.. i think im going to turn bold soon.

As my husband, instead of loving me more, he said this kind of comment to his wife. No matter how many sorry he can say, my hurt can never go away. I am terribly upset now, still wondering how could he say such thing to me?? U mean all these while, u had been thinking tat ur wife is not as Wei Da as those who can give birth naturally rite?

Mayb one day i will forgive, but i will never forget.

HURT VERY HURT

Today is sunday, as usual i slept til one pm... Zhenyu having duty today, when i woke up, very hungry so i asked amie to cook me some pasta. Princeton is playing happily by himself in the baby cot. I kissed his cheeks and he giggled.. when i walked away to my room, he began to make noise, i can sense tat he was saying, mummi please dun go away, play wif mi pls. I went back to him again and smile at him. When he saw mi, he smiled. Princeton is going to be 4months next wk, im so happi! Kept thinking the day when he can walk...

I went back to have a nap again at 3pm.. cant sleep well, having nightmares. woke up at 6 and had a bath. After tat, went to buy dinner for amie. Den i went jurong point for pedicure. On the way back while waiting for bus, zhenyu called mi. We chat about the plan tmr. Coz tmr we're going to bring maid and princeton over to my inlaw's place. As both of us will be working tmr, nobody is at hm to oversee the maid. So my FIL took leave to look after them. I told zhenyu tat, pls remind father dont bring princeton out, let him stay at hm. Coz we are not around, i will be worried. Not tat i dont trust my FIL, but as a mother, of course i will be worried when my son is outside, and im not by his side.

I told zy how i feel, saying tat princeton is my son, and i gave birth to him, of course i'll be anxious and worried. Do u know wat zhenyu replied mi?? "Ni hai bu shi kai dao ge chu lai de?" (u aso cut and took the baby out) When i hear this, my eyes gets watery, and less than 3sec, tears flow down like waterfall. I tired to control, but i cant.. my heart hurts, as though a knife pierced my heart into half. i hung down the phone without saying anytin. I shut off the phone too.. Never did i think he would say tis kind of thing to mi. He msg, saying tat he was sori, and he was oni joking. Do u think this kind of sentence u can joke about?

Yes i know i am useless, i did not give birth naturally. I know i'm useless, i cant take the pain. I am guilty for tat, and esp i did not breastfeed princeton... as my wound pain is unbearable, and the contraction gets worse when i tried to breastfeed. So i really hope i can give my boy the best in other things... During my pregnancy, i suffered alot, vomit b4 n after every meal. After operation, though my confinement was well done, n i feel much healthy now, but there are cons on the other side. People wondering y i dont always carry my son? U really think i dont wish to cuddle him? My back began to ache every nite. Whenever i bend down, it hurts. When i carry princeton, my back hurts even more, esp he is putting on weight now. At nite, i cant sleep well, coz i am suffering from backache already. The worst thing is, my hair drop alot alot.. i think im going to turn bold soon.

As my husband, instead of loving me more, he said this kind of comment to his wife. No matter how many sorry he can say, my hurt can never go away. I am terribly upset now, still wondering how could he say such thing to me?? U mean all these while, u had been thinking tat ur wife is not as Wei Da as those who can give birth naturally rite?

Mayb one day i will forgive, but i will never forget.

Irritating customers

Sometimes i really feel like slapping them. Asking so many silly questions, and insist tat i gave them an answer? I think i'm not suitable in customer service line, though i had been in the bank for 2.5years. Last time i was a waitress when i was 15. I like serving food, recommending customers wat are our speciality. I had very gd memory in food, hehe.... i meant i can memorise customer's order even though i did not write it down. But now, in the banking industries, customers are really different. Esp, when u met those irritating one!

Today was a busi day. My partner off day,so only left me alone upstairs, opening accounts for these people. First one walk in, he already act as though i owed him one million dollar. Never mind, sit down, say he want to place money in the foreign currency Fixed deposit. I checked his profile, he already has an account. So i told him upstairs is for opening accounts only. Placement is to be done downstairs. He den say he want to open SGD FD account. Den after opening, he say he changed his mind, he wanna place in e Foreign Current FD instead. He say since he already with me for so long, so he asked mi to do e placement for him. Wah kao, waste my time only!

Second customer walked in, tis time is a lady. Come in aso wan to open a Foreign currency FD account. But dont have money to open. Told me her money is at citibank. Den wat? i go citibank take for her isit? Go to citibank and withdraw money den come over open account la! Silly rite?? B4 she left, she ask mi 101 questions about tis account. Really feel like punching her already, jammed me for so long, until my queue become so long.

Third stupid customers walked in at 4.25pm, a china student. The bank closed at 4.30, u see these ppl cannot come earlier. Never mind, of course i still have to serve her. "DBS bank savings account is without a passbook. We oni provide statements every month end. So if u want a passbook, u have to go POSB bank to open the account." She asked: " why no passbook? how come we dont have passbook? I wan a passbook in DBS. Really an idiot, i just told her DBS no passbook, if she wan a book, go POSB. I repeat like 3times, den her brain works. She said ok, nvm, go ahead and open the account. I need her address in spore and in china. She think so so so long.. den told mi she cant rem her address for both. She said why do we need her address for, so troublesome. Her brain cant work again, she forget we need to send her statements, so of course we need her address. Den she said, nvm, so troublesome, she dont wan to open. Damn wasting my time!

I gota rush hm today coz nobody is at hm, oni maid and princeton. So luckily, managed to finish up my things b4 530. After tat i took a cab hm. Now waiting for my dearie to come back, den we'll go for dinner together. I met all kinds of customers. watever patterns aso have. The most incredible one aso exists. I guess i must drink some herbal tea b4 my blood pressure overflow.

Princeton is 3months 2weeks soon!

Today is my off day... jus woke up not long ago, hehe. So delighted to see Princeton when i wake up. He was tossing around the baby cot., playing with himself. Though im hungry, but instead of finding food to eat, i carry my boy up and walk around the house. I put him on my bed, and talk to him... he was giggling softly. After tat, i on the educational dvd, which brought by my sis. I let Princeton laid on my chest to watch the dvd. He can focus! haha... He likes to watch tv, likes to take photos, likes to hear music, most of all, he likes to drink milk. hee... he can drink alot. So now become so meaty already. But i wont let him become overweight.


Princeton is trying to flip now.. My hubby will give him a helping hand, by pushing him to one side, and let him flip back himself. This is rather dangerous, coz he's stil young, do not know how to flip back himself. So i ask zhenyu dont do it too often. Amie just feed him, so now my little prince is sleeping.. later sis will be coming over for dinner, so can play wif him. As both mi and zhenyu are working, we do not have much time to play wif princeton... so whenever weekends, i try to spend more time with my boy.

My mummi is going for holiday soon next week, 12th to 26th. I took leave for the first week, and my FIL took leave for the second week. Coz cant leave maid with princeton for so many days. Well, any updates for my new jobs? I am still waiting too... the recruitment centre did call mi for some queries, but i haven been to any interviews yet. But to be frank, i am quite comfortable to my job now... colleagues seems to treat mi better, and i perform quite well too. Well, lets wait for any opportunities den. If there is a higher pay, i think i will go.

It's sunday, and i'm at hm... actually intend to go MAy's place to pay her a visit, but it was raining heavily. Lazy to go out... tired aso... Coz last night 4am den reached hme... 6am den i sleep.

Meet up with my ex colleague, Norman at Raffles City. Went Cafe Cartel for dinner. When we were eating halfway, suddenly there was a POP POP sound! wow... a fireworks outside. Very beautiful... took some photos of it, but it wasn't very clear, coz we were inside the restaurant, and there's a glass blocking it. I stil rem the first time i really saw a firework on top of mi.. i was with zhenyu, he took mi to Marina Square there, and we waited for the firework. It was like year 2003, 5yrs back.. misses him so much, and am glad he is coming back soon, this coming weekend.

After dinner, norman suggest to go for a movie. I was intending to watch Money not enough, but he watched it already. So we went for a show call Hunting Party, at The Cathay. Oh my God.... such a bored show. haiz... i was like yawning discreetly lor. haha.... Norman stil as good looking as b4, and he was very into gym nowadays... i wish i can do some exercises too. getting fatter liao lor. After the show, we went to MR BEAN for a drink. ha... when i saw the name, i thought of zhenyu, coz i always call him mr bean....

I took a cab home after chatting. And that was about 330am le. When i reached hm, wash up, removed make up den serve net. I was sending resumes to several places. (dearie called mi, chat for awhile....) Norman was encouraging mi to go. Saying tat i can go for higher post, and shouldn't stay at that branch anymore. Coz i certainly can perform better if i am given a chance to do other things. Rather than just opening accounts for customers. I wouldn't want to be an officer forever.

Hope to rec good news soon... if i can go for higher post, means my salary can be increase aso. Which aso means i can give more things to my little Princeton. Tat's it, i am not confused anymore, i will change my job for the better.

In a delimma...

Some free time now, as Princeton is still sleeping. haiz... later 12midnight surely will wake up and make noise. He stil cant get the clock right.. hehe. Tmr i'm going on course at shentonway. Product training in Corporate accounts.. feel happi, coz dont need to work and face customers. Yesterday, i saw in the intranet, there is job vacancy in the Private banking. I am interested, and email siti for more info. Siti was my ex colleagues in cck, she asked for transfer later on. Now she is at the head office doing office work, and its a 5 days wk. I asked her for opinion and she encourage mi to go. There are pros and cons of course, and i have to weigh and balance it off myself. I had just updated my resume, which i hasn't been doing it for two years. I would just send my resume on fri when i get back to branch. If i'm really selected to work in the Private Banking, my appointment is up to the next level. As i will be a relationship officer, assisting the treasure RM.

But if i get transferred, i will have to wake up earlier everyday to take trains to town area. Coz nw, dearie will drive and fetch mi to and fro. As cck in near to jurong... I will have to buy new office wear to work, coz uniform oni at branches... My current incentives and allowances will all be void, as office work do not these previleges. So y am i thinking of transferring den??? Colleagues... colleagues...! I just think tat i cant work with them. esp my direct officer. i'm not sure if "someone" will read my blog, and go tell tales about mi. Hack care... actually i like the job that i am working now. Although i have to see those customer faces everyday. But i do like my job scope... but u wont understand the kind of stress i'm taking now. I'm learning new things now, and there will be alot of quires i need to ask. I would need help from my colleagues, and my superior. But somehow they are just reluntant to teach. Even if they teach u how to do, she will say it very very loudly, as though i'm deaf. Wanna let the whole branch to know, she is great, she knows everything. There was one time, when she wants mi to do something for her, she instructed it SOOOOOO loudly, til the customer ask her, y r u so fierce to tat staff? Wah kao.... i really cannot stand! wat is she trying to prove??? She is Power Rangers? But i also cant deny the fact that she taught mi many things.

Should i take all these negative things constructively, and swollow it? Should i tell myself that i must be able to take this kind of hardship, mentally abuse?? Coz there's always sunshine after the rain? Or shall i just ask for transfer, and get the hell out from these ppl?! I understand that its very stupid to leave the place that i liked, bcoz of some nasty ppl. I can forsee in the new environment, there bound to be ppl i dont like too. Oh my GOd... please guide mi the right path.

Finally weekend coming...

Oh my.... tmr is sat, at last. I'm so so so tired. Oni work for a week, i cannot stand already. SO many things to catch up, and u know wat? I gota talk non stop everyday. Those customers just kept asking, and asking stupid questions. Some even more irritating, trying to act high class, insist the bank to accept something which cannot be done. Tmr is sat, i believe there will be more crazy ppl who will come to the bank.

Dearie went for two weeks sailing, To pattaya... will oni be back on the 29th... feel so sad without him. Guess i gona spend my weekend with little princeton at hm le. My baby boy is putting on weight! im so happi.. Everyday after work, i'll rush hm to see him. But sad to say i oni spend an hr to play wif him. coz i had to turn in early for the next working day. I'll sing to him, call his name, massage him every evening. Tmr i'll make a trip to the Popular, wanna get some flash cards for Princeton. Hopefully, it helps him in better learning next time.

Guess these two weeks, nobody is going to irritate mi at hm, hehe... i'll be bored den.. will wait for dearie's call tmr.

First day @ work

BAck to work on the 7th aug 08 thursday. After resting for two months, my brain dont seems to work tat well. I took 2wks inadvance to relax at hm. still rem my last day was 15may 08. Woke up on time at 610am. as usual, brush my teeth, and enjoy my morning bathing session. But my morning routine had some addtional changes. First of all, i can forget about wearing my specs or contact lenses. Secondly, after drying my hair, its make-up session! hehe... i dont normally make up unless im going for wedding dinner, or meeting friends outside. So got myself full set of cosmetic from Fancl. But of course, i oni put on light make up, dont wanna scare off the customers.

Zhenyu my 99% husband drove mi to work. I reach the bank very early... trying to get things rite. My foot aches, as i jus hate to wear high heel shoes. Though mine isn't high at all, mayb i jus prefer to walk with slippers. hehe. I'm upstairs opening account tat day. Thks God, the number of customers stil managable... Told myself tat i must do things steady and correct. I can be slow, but must do it right the first time. Everything goes well, and i off work at 1730. Took a cab hm, as zhenyu is having OT. SOme more its drizzling, and the bus stop must be damn crowded. Mum cooked tat evening, so i dont have to da bao. Accompany my baby Princeton, as i missed him so much tat day. Had an early night at 2230..

The second day fri, was abit busi.. customers come in together to open accounts. One of the cm wanted to open a foreign current fixed deposit account. So after explaining the charges, i go ahead and process. While i'm trying to figure out how to open, as i'm afraid i might have forgotten wat paper work to do etc, this irritating Canadian guy kept talking and talking. He look like a sporean uncle who act as though his english is so superb. Cant stand him and his wife...

Zhenyu came with mummy and baby Princeton yesterday We are meeting sister to Centrepoint for jap dinner. Sis treated us a feast, and i'm so full last night. Sis and her cell group dinner gave zhenyu a surprise birthday cake! He was so happi! He was aso delighted to receive BD presents (tshirts) from sis and siyong. He longed to buy tshirts for several months already.

Today zhenyu having standby duty, so i guess i gona stay at hm and sleep, so tired! Tmr is Zhenyu Birthday! We are going east coast cycling, and going for steamboat... hope we can a fruitful celebration.