Just came back from The Garden Of Remembrance, where my dad and brother ashes were placed. Attended the church service there too. Today the pastor was talking about Death is not scary if u believed in Jesus. Because, you know that we'll be together with our love ones when we died. We are created by dust, and we will end up like dust too.
We only lived once, and i hope to live my life the fullest. I often regret things, mostly the things i didn't do, rather than the things i did. I regret that i never have the chance to bring my brother for foot reflexlogy, he simply loves massaging. i regret for not giving my dad enough money and never chat with him b4.... I regret i never ask david for a ktv session, and most all, i REGRET why couldn't i just lend him some more money! Why can't i just help him with tat few k??! Perhaps with that will help him to go through that tight period.
When i was a young girl, and when i had nightmares, i woke up crying, and i'll go to my sis's room. When i heard her voice, don't know y, i'll feel the comfort. I love my sis alot, and wanna let her know that, she's the best sister i ever know. Been a few days since she went Australia for holiday, hope to see u and jie fu soon :)
