My childhood

I almost forgot about it... till my cousin mentioned it to me. Though is a casual chat in msn, as i'm too emotion, my tears dropped.

I came from a rich family, as in my dad's family were rich. Yup, we are in jewellery sectors. But somehow things happened, grandparents passed away early, and somehow we didn't get our share, and somehow its fated we got nothing. Alot of things i could not assumed, and people had too many sides of their story. Anyway, these are history, and belonged to adult thingy. Too confusing for me :(

My close relatives would have known, my parents had been super biased. My cousin chatted with me, he said i'm being ill treated since young, and my sister was the well pampered and protected one. Housechores was only done by me, maybe sometimes my late brother would felt pitiful and helped me out. i remembered during secondary school days, our washing machine was down. I had to wash the family clothes for many months. I worked during holidays to earn pocket money, but i never failed to get good results for my studies. At least i had 4As in my O level. Mop/sweep the floor are easy tasks for me. Wash the toliets, hang the clothes are piece of cake. Now that i had my own family, i realised it was never easy to maintain a family. I understand why my mum often nagged at me when i forgotten to switch off the air con, lights or fan. I understand y mum is so particular about cleaniness of the house. Too many memories, i remembered once, when i was studying, my dad could asked me to buy lunch for his mahjong friends. When I bought the wrong food, i was being scolded very harshly infront of many ppl. The more i think, the more i appreciate my life now. haha.. GOd is still mercy, gave me a good hubby, a tolerant one for me, hehe.

So ever since i'm married, i told myself i had enough of housechores. My bitter life is over, and my life will only gets better :) My inlaws treat me like a queen, hee... and i'm thankful for that. My mum loves me alot now, so who cares about the past.
I only understand, my mum worked hard for the family. My brother died, my dad passed away. I will take care of her till the end of time. My sis n i will love her more than anything. What makes me happier is, my hubby loves my mum as much as i do :)