During weekdays, 添 is at childcare centre, i can still take a nap... But when that tyrant is back.... the whole house is in a mess. 添 kept pestering me to play, to entertain him. If 心 is asleep, i will spend quality time with 添. He loves music, everyday he wanted to watch some youtube videos playing violin, drum, piano, guitar. Then he would imitate the people playing, hee...
During daytime, 心 don't nap whole afternoon, at times she would wake up for milk and also i need to change her diaper. But luckily, my mum can help out so that i can sleep. If not i really would turn into a zombie. But today mum went to visit my grandma at NUH. So i didn't have a gd nap:( Had a bad headache now.... don't talk about maid hor.... i will not let her handle 心 yet, it's too dangerous. Perhaps another 3months. She can't even handle the brother already.. Princeton only want me to play with him lol.
After mum came back from hospital, she cooked dinner and help me fetch tian from school. After dinner, she went for her leisure ktv. Hubby OT today, and i'm alone with my two kids. Really very tedious, my back is breaking. But i told myself, 孩子是自己的，当然是自己照顾。I can't expect my mum to take care for me at night. I also can't expect her to give up her leisure time to stay at home with me. I'm lucky to have mum to oversee the children for me can le. She is quite old already, i should be giving her gd life, so 自己要辛苦一点咯。
Hopefully by Jan, Paris can sleep well during night time. Bcoz by then i will be studying already. It will be very stressful for me. God bless me with the strength 
and energy.
and energy. Hubby just came back from work, yeah. He helped me with the little one, while i can serve net and relax awhile. Love u daddy... i knew u r more tired than me. Tmr hubby took leave, at least someone is there to help me out. Thanks hubby.
