Thank you for your time

Guess alot of people are waiting for me to update my blog. Those who are sincere, really concern for me and my family, i thanked you so much so much. Really appreciate ur msg and call. Thank you for spending time reading about me.

Those people tat think i am evil, thank you also. Thank you for wasting your time to read things that would anger u. Anyway, this is the first time i got comment from ppl inside my blog. even though i've got alot of readers. But most of my friends don't leave a comment. So mayb u guys can start leaving comments, i don't mind answering queries.

I don't see the need to clarify some negative things about other's comment,i think people who know me well should know wat type of person i am, and wat shit thing am i going through. Zhenyu is the first person who put me into this deep shit. I must admit that he is a person who is rather honest, naive, abit blur too. Told me that i must help him and his parents with all these issue. I agreed, and my inlaws given me the consent to decide for them. Of course, before i make any decision, i always seek their understanding and their approval.

To be truthful, i must be frank that at times i would get fed up with my inlaws, esp my MIL. She is the kind that super straight forward, talk without thinking. But wat she said sometimes, are true. Very true. Though sound very awful, but its the fact. Need me to cite an example? better not, later there will be another suicide case.

Now i become the evil person. People scolding me, saying i am evil. Sometimes i think about it, really damn it. As if at the end of the day i would get half of the assets! But to be more positive, i am doing wat i can, to help my inlaws, to help my husband. I don't care wat other says, i just want the flat to be sold, and the parents get half of it, and tats it! My inlaws made things very clear to me. They want to draw the line very clear. Yes i admit i am selfish, y? Coz i hope my inlaws can be financially stable, to be healthy, to be independent. I got to plan things for everybody. Hubby loves his parents alot, and the more i must assured they get wat they deserve.

Luckily, my inlaws are understanding people when i told them they must be insured by insurance. They must be $$ prepared, they are not those parents who will ask money from children.

When we look at things, look further. Don't see things so shallow... so superficial. I am childish, thank you. I am childish enough to ruin my marriage, and to cause my husband death!