In a delimma...

Some free time now, as Princeton is still sleeping. haiz... later 12midnight surely will wake up and make noise. He stil cant get the clock right.. hehe. Tmr i'm going on course at shentonway. Product training in Corporate accounts.. feel happi, coz dont need to work and face customers. Yesterday, i saw in the intranet, there is job vacancy in the Private banking. I am interested, and email siti for more info. Siti was my ex colleagues in cck, she asked for transfer later on. Now she is at the head office doing office work, and its a 5 days wk. I asked her for opinion and she encourage mi to go. There are pros and cons of course, and i have to weigh and balance it off myself. I had just updated my resume, which i hasn't been doing it for two years. I would just send my resume on fri when i get back to branch. If i'm really selected to work in the Private Banking, my appointment is up to the next level. As i will be a relationship officer, assisting the treasure RM.

But if i get transferred, i will have to wake up earlier everyday to take trains to town area. Coz nw, dearie will drive and fetch mi to and fro. As cck in near to jurong... I will have to buy new office wear to work, coz uniform oni at branches... My current incentives and allowances will all be void, as office work do not these previleges. So y am i thinking of transferring den??? Colleagues... colleagues...! I just think tat i cant work with them. esp my direct officer. i'm not sure if "someone" will read my blog, and go tell tales about mi. Hack care... actually i like the job that i am working now. Although i have to see those customer faces everyday. But i do like my job scope... but u wont understand the kind of stress i'm taking now. I'm learning new things now, and there will be alot of quires i need to ask. I would need help from my colleagues, and my superior. But somehow they are just reluntant to teach. Even if they teach u how to do, she will say it very very loudly, as though i'm deaf. Wanna let the whole branch to know, she is great, she knows everything. There was one time, when she wants mi to do something for her, she instructed it SOOOOOO loudly, til the customer ask her, y r u so fierce to tat staff? Wah kao.... i really cannot stand! wat is she trying to prove??? She is Power Rangers? But i also cant deny the fact that she taught mi many things.

Should i take all these negative things constructively, and swollow it? Should i tell myself that i must be able to take this kind of hardship, mentally abuse?? Coz there's always sunshine after the rain? Or shall i just ask for transfer, and get the hell out from these ppl?! I understand that its very stupid to leave the place that i liked, bcoz of some nasty ppl. I can forsee in the new environment, there bound to be ppl i dont like too. Oh my GOd... please guide mi the right path.