It's sunday, and i'm at hm... actually intend to go MAy's place to pay her a visit, but it was raining heavily. Lazy to go out... tired aso... Coz last night 4am den reached hme... 6am den i sleep.

Meet up with my ex colleague, Norman at Raffles City. Went Cafe Cartel for dinner. When we were eating halfway, suddenly there was a POP POP sound! wow... a fireworks outside. Very beautiful... took some photos of it, but it wasn't very clear, coz we were inside the restaurant, and there's a glass blocking it. I stil rem the first time i really saw a firework on top of mi.. i was with zhenyu, he took mi to Marina Square there, and we waited for the firework. It was like year 2003, 5yrs back.. misses him so much, and am glad he is coming back soon, this coming weekend.

After dinner, norman suggest to go for a movie. I was intending to watch Money not enough, but he watched it already. So we went for a show call Hunting Party, at The Cathay. Oh my God.... such a bored show. haiz... i was like yawning discreetly lor. haha.... Norman stil as good looking as b4, and he was very into gym nowadays... i wish i can do some exercises too. getting fatter liao lor. After the show, we went to MR BEAN for a drink. ha... when i saw the name, i thought of zhenyu, coz i always call him mr bean....

I took a cab home after chatting. And that was about 330am le. When i reached hm, wash up, removed make up den serve net. I was sending resumes to several places. (dearie called mi, chat for awhile....) Norman was encouraging mi to go. Saying tat i can go for higher post, and shouldn't stay at that branch anymore. Coz i certainly can perform better if i am given a chance to do other things. Rather than just opening accounts for customers. I wouldn't want to be an officer forever.

Hope to rec good news soon... if i can go for higher post, means my salary can be increase aso. Which aso means i can give more things to my little Princeton. Tat's it, i am not confused anymore, i will change my job for the better.

In a delimma...

Some free time now, as Princeton is still sleeping. haiz... later 12midnight surely will wake up and make noise. He stil cant get the clock right.. hehe. Tmr i'm going on course at shentonway. Product training in Corporate accounts.. feel happi, coz dont need to work and face customers. Yesterday, i saw in the intranet, there is job vacancy in the Private banking. I am interested, and email siti for more info. Siti was my ex colleagues in cck, she asked for transfer later on. Now she is at the head office doing office work, and its a 5 days wk. I asked her for opinion and she encourage mi to go. There are pros and cons of course, and i have to weigh and balance it off myself. I had just updated my resume, which i hasn't been doing it for two years. I would just send my resume on fri when i get back to branch. If i'm really selected to work in the Private Banking, my appointment is up to the next level. As i will be a relationship officer, assisting the treasure RM.

But if i get transferred, i will have to wake up earlier everyday to take trains to town area. Coz nw, dearie will drive and fetch mi to and fro. As cck in near to jurong... I will have to buy new office wear to work, coz uniform oni at branches... My current incentives and allowances will all be void, as office work do not these previleges. So y am i thinking of transferring den??? Colleagues... colleagues...! I just think tat i cant work with them. esp my direct officer. i'm not sure if "someone" will read my blog, and go tell tales about mi. Hack care... actually i like the job that i am working now. Although i have to see those customer faces everyday. But i do like my job scope... but u wont understand the kind of stress i'm taking now. I'm learning new things now, and there will be alot of quires i need to ask. I would need help from my colleagues, and my superior. But somehow they are just reluntant to teach. Even if they teach u how to do, she will say it very very loudly, as though i'm deaf. Wanna let the whole branch to know, she is great, she knows everything. There was one time, when she wants mi to do something for her, she instructed it SOOOOOO loudly, til the customer ask her, y r u so fierce to tat staff? Wah kao.... i really cannot stand! wat is she trying to prove??? She is Power Rangers? But i also cant deny the fact that she taught mi many things.

Should i take all these negative things constructively, and swollow it? Should i tell myself that i must be able to take this kind of hardship, mentally abuse?? Coz there's always sunshine after the rain? Or shall i just ask for transfer, and get the hell out from these ppl?! I understand that its very stupid to leave the place that i liked, bcoz of some nasty ppl. I can forsee in the new environment, there bound to be ppl i dont like too. Oh my GOd... please guide mi the right path.

Finally weekend coming...

Oh my.... tmr is sat, at last. I'm so so so tired. Oni work for a week, i cannot stand already. SO many things to catch up, and u know wat? I gota talk non stop everyday. Those customers just kept asking, and asking stupid questions. Some even more irritating, trying to act high class, insist the bank to accept something which cannot be done. Tmr is sat, i believe there will be more crazy ppl who will come to the bank.

Dearie went for two weeks sailing, To pattaya... will oni be back on the 29th... feel so sad without him. Guess i gona spend my weekend with little princeton at hm le. My baby boy is putting on weight! im so happi.. Everyday after work, i'll rush hm to see him. But sad to say i oni spend an hr to play wif him. coz i had to turn in early for the next working day. I'll sing to him, call his name, massage him every evening. Tmr i'll make a trip to the Popular, wanna get some flash cards for Princeton. Hopefully, it helps him in better learning next time.

Guess these two weeks, nobody is going to irritate mi at hm, hehe... i'll be bored den.. will wait for dearie's call tmr.

First day @ work

BAck to work on the 7th aug 08 thursday. After resting for two months, my brain dont seems to work tat well. I took 2wks inadvance to relax at hm. still rem my last day was 15may 08. Woke up on time at 610am. as usual, brush my teeth, and enjoy my morning bathing session. But my morning routine had some addtional changes. First of all, i can forget about wearing my specs or contact lenses. Secondly, after drying my hair, its make-up session! hehe... i dont normally make up unless im going for wedding dinner, or meeting friends outside. So got myself full set of cosmetic from Fancl. But of course, i oni put on light make up, dont wanna scare off the customers.

Zhenyu my 99% husband drove mi to work. I reach the bank very early... trying to get things rite. My foot aches, as i jus hate to wear high heel shoes. Though mine isn't high at all, mayb i jus prefer to walk with slippers. hehe. I'm upstairs opening account tat day. Thks God, the number of customers stil managable... Told myself tat i must do things steady and correct. I can be slow, but must do it right the first time. Everything goes well, and i off work at 1730. Took a cab hm, as zhenyu is having OT. SOme more its drizzling, and the bus stop must be damn crowded. Mum cooked tat evening, so i dont have to da bao. Accompany my baby Princeton, as i missed him so much tat day. Had an early night at 2230..

The second day fri, was abit busi.. customers come in together to open accounts. One of the cm wanted to open a foreign current fixed deposit account. So after explaining the charges, i go ahead and process. While i'm trying to figure out how to open, as i'm afraid i might have forgotten wat paper work to do etc, this irritating Canadian guy kept talking and talking. He look like a sporean uncle who act as though his english is so superb. Cant stand him and his wife...

Zhenyu came with mummy and baby Princeton yesterday We are meeting sister to Centrepoint for jap dinner. Sis treated us a feast, and i'm so full last night. Sis and her cell group dinner gave zhenyu a surprise birthday cake! He was so happi! He was aso delighted to receive BD presents (tshirts) from sis and siyong. He longed to buy tshirts for several months already.

Today zhenyu having standby duty, so i guess i gona stay at hm and sleep, so tired! Tmr is Zhenyu Birthday! We are going east coast cycling, and going for steamboat... hope we can a fruitful celebration.

End of my Maternity leave....

Its 315 midnite.. and i still cant sleep. Probably i slept too much in the afternoon, or mayb i wanna cherish the midnite moments b4 it comes to an end. Coz, this coming thurs, i'll be going back to work! My heart feels abit heavy... i even dreamt of the scene i'm at work. I hope that i can start everything afresh. I tell myself that, i will work hard, i will stay healthy. I will look forward to work everyday... whether my colleagues stil pinpoint at mi, i'll stil treat them well. Its very painful to hate a person. Hopefully, i can stil wear my uniform... hee.

i just drove zhenyu to camp at ten thirty jus now. He is going for two days sailing. So bored, i'm going back to work soon, and he still cant be around. My baby princeton is getting more cute! He can now smile and laugh... when i sing to him, he can giggle back... i'm so happi to see his smile. But of course, he stil scream as loud when he's hungry. Everyone of us call him a screamer. He can tear a house down u know?


My domestic maid Amie, just came for oni 2wks, gave mi so many troubles. Hai... first few days say miss her family, wanna use hp. den after one wk, get back her hp, say hp top up card no $$ already. Second wk, say she feel very tired, cannot stand already, need to change employer. Coz she need to wake up every 2hrs to bottle feed my boy. wah liao, come here for holiday meh? This is y i need her for rite. Zhenyu say she not bad, can do quality work. i aso agreed. Though she quite troublesome, but all the things i asked her to do, she had done a great job. Able to clean up the toliet shine and sparkling, haha... my room she can wipe till i cant see any dust. So we decided to ask her stay, by compensating her 2hrs afternoon nap. She agreed, and today is her first day of the noon nap. See how things goes... really hope afew days later, she dont come to mi again and say "mum, i think i really cant work anymore, bcoz 1) i miz my family 2) i need to use hp 3) i dont have enough rest" etc etc....